I only started to die, when I met you,
Buried myself in the avalanche that I’ve conjured
From the panic, you’ve projected, out of my darkest depths
And into cognizance, which rattled around my haunted corridors,
So I knew, I had to protect myself
From you -a person I was supposed to trust, blindly,
But the realization stayed dormant,
For how long, has stayed in a heavily shrouded mystery,
But I’ve emerged, out, from my walking coma
And into a frenzy, to build walls, that you broke into rubble,
Resurrected instinctively, several times, only to be dismantled,
Leaving me, to defend myself, against a ravenous ambush
In the floating debris, of my shattered bunker,
How can I shield myself, against a friendly enemy,
So devious and cunning, for you knew my thoughts
Even before, they were desperately forged,
You must have engorged yourself in my habits
And now, I find myself battling my own tendencies,
There was no measure, for how much time had vanished,
Just the shock, of the icy cold water, swallowing me hastily,
Where was I, between the swirling consciousness
And the moment, your silken voice, echoed within my canal,
A blank space, that stretches further than any exploration,
Instead of fighting, against the toppling devour,
I tried to drown myself, with you hooked, into my deterioration,
But you helped me swim, as the waves crash against the frailty,
Dragging me against, and towards, an unforeseen end.